(17-10-2025, 11:48 AM)Null Wrote: Ah, Heli. It’s great to see you and have you back. You were always a gentleman and a scholar IMO, I don’t remember you being a dick.
Then again, I was a dick as well so maybe I just couldn’t tell.
That diagnosis is heavy, man. How are you doing with it?
Can’t wait to see you around the forums.
It is what it is, basically. I used to rail against it, hated hearing the words as it felt so... final. But a lot of therapy later, and I realised I've been schizophrenic on some level my entire life, I can't imagine life another way, because this is my reality. I was born this way, I just made it worse through my actions (drug use).
All I can do now is try to live the best life I can.
Great to see you again btw!



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